I'm going to use the prompt today for the NaBloPoMo writing challenge. If I could be completely honest with no regret what would I say and to whom.
The more I say it the more that ideas pop into my head. So without any order I will proceed with my list. Yes, I have more than one thing to say to more than one person.
To some boyfriends in the past......to be honest it wasn't you it was me. I wasn't comfortable with myself. I didn't know how to love or be loved and sabotaged the relationships. Pushed you away on purpose.
To some friends in the past.......when I was mad it was far too long. I would know I was mad and actually forget why I really was but, pride kept me from groveling back.
I can admit as I age I mature. With that maturity I am a better person. I am taking one day at a time, practicing patience and trusting more people as well as taking chances and stepping out of my own box. Thankfully I am being more honest and with less regret.